EAT

I am still having a hard time finding things to eat. I think mentally I am over the fast food and need a home-cooked meal.

I ordered Panda Express because I couldn’t get Panera Breads and I was extremely disappointed. I have no idea how anyone can eat that food. I am being a bit of a bitch here, but I don’t care. I tossed the food because it was that BAD.

I attempted to satisfy my craving with a cheese pizza from Vannucchi Brothers and it was yet another waste of money. The cheese was way too much, I don’t even mess with the diary but when I do I want a good cheese pizza. One bite into the pizza and all the Cheese was coming off. The cheese was extremely thick as well.

It’s safe to say that I won’t be using door dash anymore.

I went to Target today and I got two salad kits and yesterday I got berries at wal-mart.

Wal-mart is another place that won’t be seeing me in the near future.

PRAY

My Fiance and family have been a blessing to me during this time. I am grateful that I have them in my life.

I am aware that I am not the only one who is stuck, flight got delayed, cancelled or got COVID while on vacation. It’s fucking frustrating at times, not knowing anything, or wondering what has this world come to.

Before I have a great cup of coffee, there is a new viriant.

I feel like we just keep coming back to square one.

Today my sister said two kids at the age of 10 tried to commit suicide. Why are we not taking into account mental health when we choose to close schools down. Canada is really having a hard time, and I pray that I lose no one to mental health issues during this time.

It’s like you wake up and your thoughts seem gone, you don’t know what to think or what to do anymore. You wonder if it even makes sense having a plan, or if you should even put on wing eye-liner.

Nothing seems to make sence anymore.

So, I pray now and ask the Devine to “release me from my mental madness, that I release the need to control and I choose LOVE, I choose to just be right here, right now…Amen”.

COVID -19

On the upside.

I went to the AirPort yesterday and got the info I needed. I do not need to take a PCR test, I can fly on day 15 after my first positive.

I booked my ticket and I am leaving Florida on the 11th of Jan 2022.

Sorry, not sorry Florida I won’t miss much of you

Love Always,

Melissa