I just booked a tattoo appointment to get some marks covered up, it’s reminding me of Jack and the pain I went through.
I have a new life, one that doesn’t include him. I am tired this weekend of carrying around my pain and suffering was my result for loving with my whole soul.
I looked back on Photos of me today, and slowly I saw my smile disappear when I was with Jack. It was like someone snatched my dam soul. That is what an extremely toxic relationship would do to you. It would bring you down to your lowest points.
Another thing I want to add to my love map, I want someone who can make me laugh. I am not even sure if I have laughed this year at all.
I am not to creative this weekend, still sorting through some inner work that needs to be done.
I have a really good book recommendation coming up for you all on SELF LOVE.
In the meantime stay safe, be kind, and love your self.